I am getting restless.
Butterflies are fluttering in the stomach
Something is coming
And that something is BIG
I am starting to get panic attacks
Desperate times call for desperate measures,
that's what they say
But maybe I should start thingking of ways
I am so nervous
Trepidation
and the likes of it
It is not doing me any good
But at the same time
It is doing me good
The inertia in me
Is starting to disappear
There is a push
push push push
YES!
I AM GOING TO WORK HARD FOR THE EXAMS EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN'T STARTed ON ANYTHING AND THE EXAMS IS LESS THAN 2 WEEKS AWAY.erk...
tell me I'm stupid. I know.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
phobia
Monday, October 05, 2009
another blog post
blogging at the wee hours can be rather fun and scary at the same time. It's fun to be able to stay up late, knowing that you have got nothing much going on the next day. However, hearing the tingling sounds of the wind chime in my kitchen at this hour can send chills down my spine. Well, heck, tomorrow (or rather, later) is going to be a relaxed day, so I am going to make full use of the time have now.
Which brings me to the next point. Thinking back, I actually cannot relax much later cos my exams are drawing near and this means that I have got to start mugging. WEELLLL, I did make a few weak attempts on mugging a few days back and also yesterday. However, I realised the feeling of having to study have slowly dissipated over the months. uh oh, I guess that's bad new. Just got to overcome the inertia of not studying and soon, I would get the hang of studying again..inertia..haiz..
But still, I am happy and contented cos I managed to enjoy my weekends with the loved ones. For example, today, I went to 2 house warmings - illya's engagement cum house warming and kak sharin's open house. Both had great food and even better company.so, all in all, I did have a great time..lol
now, at 1.08 am, my eyes seem to be unable to shut itself. padahal tadi dah terlentok lentok dalam train eh!i am eating some crackers but I am regretting that very much cos I forgot that munching too much hard stuffs can cause pain to my jaws and teeth later on..haiz, must endure the pain later..double haiz...
On a random note (this doesn't fail to appear in my blog), I am going to start my running regimen again soon. The last time I ran (a few days back), I was limping like a dog without a leg the following day. erk, got a few races to come, better start start start!
ps: im not crazy, I'm just, a little unwell..
Which brings me to the next point. Thinking back, I actually cannot relax much later cos my exams are drawing near and this means that I have got to start mugging. WEELLLL, I did make a few weak attempts on mugging a few days back and also yesterday. However, I realised the feeling of having to study have slowly dissipated over the months. uh oh, I guess that's bad new. Just got to overcome the inertia of not studying and soon, I would get the hang of studying again..inertia..haiz..
But still, I am happy and contented cos I managed to enjoy my weekends with the loved ones. For example, today, I went to 2 house warmings - illya's engagement cum house warming and kak sharin's open house. Both had great food and even better company.so, all in all, I did have a great time..lol
now, at 1.08 am, my eyes seem to be unable to shut itself. padahal tadi dah terlentok lentok dalam train eh!i am eating some crackers but I am regretting that very much cos I forgot that munching too much hard stuffs can cause pain to my jaws and teeth later on..haiz, must endure the pain later..double haiz...
On a random note (this doesn't fail to appear in my blog), I am going to start my running regimen again soon. The last time I ran (a few days back), I was limping like a dog without a leg the following day. erk, got a few races to come, better start start start!
ps: im not crazy, I'm just, a little unwell..