In friendship, size does not matter. I was sitting in the bus and along the way and I saw a very big girl walking and laughing with a tiny girl. I have a feeling they are good friends. The difference in size is very obvious, and yet, they feel comfortable in each other's company. Extremes don't matter I guess...
Called up the wireless man just now. I think he is a malay uncle, should have spoken to him in malay instead cos his english was kind of 'berterabuh'. Here is one example:
F: What do you think is the problem with my modem?
Man: I am SUSPECTED that the modem is faulty...
I wonder how he can be suspected of a faulty modem..unless....he is the modem itself?hmm...I think he got scared cos I was talking too fast and he had trouble understanding me.hoho..
After 2 individual and 1 group essays, all the brain juice have been squeezed dry from my brain and this 3rd individual essay proved to be a feat for me cos I just do not have the inspiration to write. But thankfully, my lecturer decided to 'act stupid' and extend the deadline:
Lecturer: I understand that some of you are confused between the calendar week and the lecture week and is not sure when is the essay due. Am I right to say this?
Students: Murmurs...nods..
Lecturer: We can either, act stupid and tell the RMIT people in Australia that we thought the due date is according to the calendar week and that will extend the current deadline, or we can just be smart and hand in according to the lecture week as thought by the RMIT people. So how? should we act stupid or smart?
Students: Act stupid!act stupid!
Lecturer: ok, I shall act stupid and tell the RMIT people we thought its the calendar week instead of the lecture week, so this means....your essay deadline will be extended..with your support of course.
Students: Yay! (Claps)
So there it is, essay's due been extended.hoho...i like!
I have been a good girl this week. I have not gone out and instead goes back home straight after school. I am a good girl this week.AHAHAHAH...but i still run out of money. how come huh?-__-
fasting month's coming soon, this Monday to be exact. Then comes raya. At the end of the raya month, exams will come and that includes madrasah exam, or is madrasah exam a month before that? I forgot.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, the closer it is towards the end of the year, the busier I get and I LIKE!haha...i remember I just made a resolution the other day and the next thing I know, 8 months have passed since then. Oh my, it is going so fast, I have no time or means to capture it. It's buzzing by so fast, I do not even have the time to stumble. Neither can I afford to make big mistakes cos I have not much time to correct them.Urh, the thought of being perfect drains all the energy out of me. :(
Saturday, August 30, 2008
The 2 extremes
Saturday, August 23, 2008
WET
Due to excessive boredom (I do have some work to do, mind you), and the fact that I am in a complaining mood right now, the decision to blog an entry today came without having me to think twice.
Met up with Meena and Farihah just now. We had to return a shirt from one of the jobs Meena and I went for half a year ago. YES. only after half a year later do they ask back for a shirt, which I have already used as a house shirt. A little later and I would have used it as a rag.hoho.
After returning, Meena went on her own way and Nurul and I went to the library. I needed some resources to start my last essay on and since she was so willing to accompany me, I decided to allow my faithful friend tag along.hahahaha..thanx anyway nurul!hee!
And then she suggested going to the S'pore Flyer...to eat at popeye's. and we walked from city hall. Apparently, the weather wasn't suitable for walking, and we were the only human being huddling under the safety of our umbrellas. At the rapid rate at which my shoe was disintegrating, I felt like I was walking barefooted.squishy squishy.eek.hoho
But the walk was worth it luh, the food was good and i had a great time with her. Went to the museum after that and I think the walk around is very interesting. Nurul, SLOW DOWN NEXT TIME...if there'd ever be a next time that is.haha
Another 10 mins of walking back home in my there-not there shoe, I finally got home. Pigged out on the food available, and here I am comfortably poised on the couch in the living room that my mom keeps telling i'm not supposed to sit on. "tu biler org datang baru duduk". Whoa, if no one comes to my house....I CANNOT SIT ON THE COUCH??!! Haha, but i still sit on it anyway, you don't expect me to surf internet standing right?No one does that.hahahahha..
Rainy days bring cats to shelter at the void decks. Looks like if the wet weather continues, I will have to climb the stairs 9 floors up everyday. Thanx to cats.hoho.
ok, some pics i took just now cos i got super bored, plus, some with nunu at the museum.hoho...
Met up with Meena and Farihah just now. We had to return a shirt from one of the jobs Meena and I went for half a year ago. YES. only after half a year later do they ask back for a shirt, which I have already used as a house shirt. A little later and I would have used it as a rag.hoho.
After returning, Meena went on her own way and Nurul and I went to the library. I needed some resources to start my last essay on and since she was so willing to accompany me, I decided to allow my faithful friend tag along.hahahaha..thanx anyway nurul!hee!
And then she suggested going to the S'pore Flyer...to eat at popeye's. and we walked from city hall. Apparently, the weather wasn't suitable for walking, and we were the only human being huddling under the safety of our umbrellas. At the rapid rate at which my shoe was disintegrating, I felt like I was walking barefooted.squishy squishy.eek.hoho
But the walk was worth it luh, the food was good and i had a great time with her. Went to the museum after that and I think the walk around is very interesting. Nurul, SLOW DOWN NEXT TIME...if there'd ever be a next time that is.haha
Another 10 mins of walking back home in my there-not there shoe, I finally got home. Pigged out on the food available, and here I am comfortably poised on the couch in the living room that my mom keeps telling i'm not supposed to sit on. "tu biler org datang baru duduk". Whoa, if no one comes to my house....I CANNOT SIT ON THE COUCH??!! Haha, but i still sit on it anyway, you don't expect me to surf internet standing right?No one does that.hahahahha..
Rainy days bring cats to shelter at the void decks. Looks like if the wet weather continues, I will have to climb the stairs 9 floors up everyday. Thanx to cats.hoho.
ok, some pics i took just now cos i got super bored, plus, some with nunu at the museum.hoho...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
so funny
My mother is very funny lately. She saw a venus flytrap and got so excited with it. That is just after seeing it on tv, NOT real life yet. She insists that she should get one to...trap the lizards in my house. erm...it traps SMALL insects only, but she doesn't listen. lol.
Then there's the cartoon network channel. I was surprised we have that channel and she just commented that she's surprised that i don't know about that and even claimed that she watch it sometimes.hahaha..mom and cartoon? I don't see the link.heheh
not been updating in blog as often as I would like to. been busy doing stuffs. haha, sounds so sleazy eh?hahahahha...
seriously, I don't really know what to say right now... you know, one of my modules, history of management thought, used to be boring cos its all about the history of theorists who are like dead long before we were even born, but their studies are interesting in a way that it inspires me to refer to organisations these days and how some of them still use these studies in managing their organisations. hmm..im random. nvm..
Then there's the cartoon network channel. I was surprised we have that channel and she just commented that she's surprised that i don't know about that and even claimed that she watch it sometimes.hahaha..mom and cartoon? I don't see the link.heheh
not been updating in blog as often as I would like to. been busy doing stuffs. haha, sounds so sleazy eh?hahahahha...
seriously, I don't really know what to say right now... you know, one of my modules, history of management thought, used to be boring cos its all about the history of theorists who are like dead long before we were even born, but their studies are interesting in a way that it inspires me to refer to organisations these days and how some of them still use these studies in managing their organisations. hmm..im random. nvm..
Friday, August 15, 2008
hell notes
been rushing projects and assignments. Just now was the due date for the 1st essay. As we were sitting near the pigeon hole ard 3pm, we saw 2 staff collecting the assignments that other students dropped into the pigeon hole. We were so scared, we ran to them and ask if the time to hand in is over, cos one of our friends have not finished a small part or the assignment. We looked so worried, the lady laughed at us.hoho
saw rosa, jaq fong, jocelyn and tit just now. Miss my lecturers sooo much. They were asking about wheather we will be attending some barbeque and apparantly had posted the date and place in a BLOG. and i dun even know of the existence of this HR Blog they made. so sad right.hahah
i want to sleep. and hope i dream of something good, like I get alot of money or something. Cos i need money. I am a pauper now.hahaha. no hell notes though, i know its the ghost festival, sure got alot of those 'flying' around..hahah
saw rosa, jaq fong, jocelyn and tit just now. Miss my lecturers sooo much. They were asking about wheather we will be attending some barbeque and apparantly had posted the date and place in a BLOG. and i dun even know of the existence of this HR Blog they made. so sad right.hahah
i want to sleep. and hope i dream of something good, like I get alot of money or something. Cos i need money. I am a pauper now.hahaha. no hell notes though, i know its the ghost festival, sure got alot of those 'flying' around..hahah
Friday, August 08, 2008
utter embarassment
I was looking out from the window of the bus on the way to work and I saw a very 'real' advert at a particular bustop. I thought they were promoting sanitary napkins cos there were pics of it all over the bustop. Upon closer inspection, I realized it was something we would call 'vandalism'. The pads were pasted all over the bus service numbers. So, instead of seeing '170' on the red plates on the side of the bustop, the number is now being blocked by...pads..yeah..talk about disgusting..huh...
Usually lectures get really cold. But I do not wear a jacket cos I would already be wearing a cardigan as part of my outfit. The thing is, everytime the lecture ends and the students start peeling their jackets off their bodies...I tend to follow suit. It looks kind of wierd to see a girl in tudung wearing short sleeves right? so from then on, I made sure I had the pin attached to the tudung AND the cardigan so that I can't take it off without knowing..hur hur...
I cut my fingernails yesterday. I am very happy and proud that I finally got around to cutting it. But my happiness didn't last long, the following day, I had to unattach the staples from a stapled paper, and my fingernails weren't long enough to do it. I realise now that short fingernails can get very irritating in the long run. Ouh, and I cut it too short, so the tips of my fingers are sticking out, and that's painful.:(
If you notice, I am being a little off point and random today. Playing spider solitaire has its effects and the outcome is as can be seen above. Or maybe, it is just the national day season that's making me all weird. Or maybe, I am just plain weird. I believe the last reason the most, cos 2 people have verified that and they don't know each other at all. Hohohohoho...
And presenting, my Beautiful artpiece....HUA HUA HUA!!

pS: i told u i'm a little 'off' today..hahahhaha:):)
Usually lectures get really cold. But I do not wear a jacket cos I would already be wearing a cardigan as part of my outfit. The thing is, everytime the lecture ends and the students start peeling their jackets off their bodies...I tend to follow suit. It looks kind of wierd to see a girl in tudung wearing short sleeves right? so from then on, I made sure I had the pin attached to the tudung AND the cardigan so that I can't take it off without knowing..hur hur...
I cut my fingernails yesterday. I am very happy and proud that I finally got around to cutting it. But my happiness didn't last long, the following day, I had to unattach the staples from a stapled paper, and my fingernails weren't long enough to do it. I realise now that short fingernails can get very irritating in the long run. Ouh, and I cut it too short, so the tips of my fingers are sticking out, and that's painful.:(
If you notice, I am being a little off point and random today. Playing spider solitaire has its effects and the outcome is as can be seen above. Or maybe, it is just the national day season that's making me all weird. Or maybe, I am just plain weird. I believe the last reason the most, cos 2 people have verified that and they don't know each other at all. Hohohohoho...
And presenting, my Beautiful artpiece....HUA HUA HUA!!

pS: i told u i'm a little 'off' today..hahahhaha:):)
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
real dreams -an oxymoron
Talking again. It was such a pleasure to do that. We joked. And I liked joking to her. We compared, whose hands were whiter, somehow, mine was, even though she was fairer. We laughed and talked, and I woke up, smiling only to realise again, for the 3rd time, it was all a dream...
They say if you think of a current situation too much, you will tend to bring them into your sleep. I guess that is true to a certain extent. Good things may not necessarily be in your dreams all the time, it's the bad, disturbing facts that keeps wandering into your mind when your mind whirls away in a land of dreams and fantasy, and spoils the good of it all.
Unexpected things have been taking place lately. Some, due to my own actions. Others, resulted from other's initiation. All I can say is that I am contented with the way I live right now, though at times, I just wish that it was much simpler, not complex. Again, it's the mind that plays the biggest part when it comes to self evaluating and making inferences. And, i hate it when my mind analyzes those negative thoughts, cos nothing good ever comes out of it.
I have issues of my own. Issues that only I deal with by myself. At times, I do feel like sharing it, like how I am doing so on this blog, but most of the time, expressing something is not as easy as making a joke, or talking about the weather or even doing laundry. They are this one big random, negative and close-to-the-heart ball of stuffs that once you let people know, you know you will so regret talking about them in the first place. Note: Not every issue is a problem, some are just wishes i will never get or dreams that have not been accomplished or desires of the heart. But still, they come into mind all the time and they are disturbing...
They say if you think of a current situation too much, you will tend to bring them into your sleep. I guess that is true to a certain extent. Good things may not necessarily be in your dreams all the time, it's the bad, disturbing facts that keeps wandering into your mind when your mind whirls away in a land of dreams and fantasy, and spoils the good of it all.
Unexpected things have been taking place lately. Some, due to my own actions. Others, resulted from other's initiation. All I can say is that I am contented with the way I live right now, though at times, I just wish that it was much simpler, not complex. Again, it's the mind that plays the biggest part when it comes to self evaluating and making inferences. And, i hate it when my mind analyzes those negative thoughts, cos nothing good ever comes out of it.
I have issues of my own. Issues that only I deal with by myself. At times, I do feel like sharing it, like how I am doing so on this blog, but most of the time, expressing something is not as easy as making a joke, or talking about the weather or even doing laundry. They are this one big random, negative and close-to-the-heart ball of stuffs that once you let people know, you know you will so regret talking about them in the first place. Note: Not every issue is a problem, some are just wishes i will never get or dreams that have not been accomplished or desires of the heart. But still, they come into mind all the time and they are disturbing...
Sunday, August 03, 2008
a series of uneventful happenings
Unlike the title, nothing uneventful happened.LOL...
Went out with the 2 friends, nurul and ubai yesterday. Nurul wanted to look for a bike jacket for her dad and so we decided to go Queensway. I think that was Ubai's suggestion anyway. So, we made our way there, BOTH of them unsure of how to go, when they each have been there a couple of times.-__- but we managed to get there with no complications.
Strolled along some shops to look for potential jackets and met a few which matched the criteria.(Not that there were specifically any)haha. after nurul got her stuff, we made our way to national library cos I had to do some research. Nice of them to accompany me despite the hassle of having to leave their stuff in the lockers outside. Ouh, but before that, we went for lunch and had long john's silver. That was like after the second time we rounded that area cos it was jam -packed with people.sigh..
As usual, ubai swallowed his food, nurul chewed hers with enthusiasm, and i think i had gums instead of teeth cos i took the longest to finish my food up. my passion for food has died out and i feel sad for that.-__-
and TODAY, had madrasah after which i rushed home, gobbled up some food, rushed to get ready to work, rush rush rush then...slept in the bus with the aircon silently wooshing on the face. refreshing. I am now, as said, at work, so far have not met any weird people, and I certainly hope I don't. Very slow day. Just as I was typing this, 2 teenagers burst out laughing when I told them adults without children are not allowed in. Tell me, which part of that is funny?Teenagers...when they do something wrong, they cover it by laughing in people's faces.I can't comment much cos I have been in their age not too long ago.hur hur.
Anyway, hope I can finish up my 2nd essay asap. not left with much time. and complicated sentences can kill. or at least, give u a heart attack so severe, you will eventually die. sorry, abit sadistic there. ok,bye!
Went out with the 2 friends, nurul and ubai yesterday. Nurul wanted to look for a bike jacket for her dad and so we decided to go Queensway. I think that was Ubai's suggestion anyway. So, we made our way there, BOTH of them unsure of how to go, when they each have been there a couple of times.-__- but we managed to get there with no complications.
Strolled along some shops to look for potential jackets and met a few which matched the criteria.(Not that there were specifically any)haha. after nurul got her stuff, we made our way to national library cos I had to do some research. Nice of them to accompany me despite the hassle of having to leave their stuff in the lockers outside. Ouh, but before that, we went for lunch and had long john's silver. That was like after the second time we rounded that area cos it was jam -packed with people.sigh..
As usual, ubai swallowed his food, nurul chewed hers with enthusiasm, and i think i had gums instead of teeth cos i took the longest to finish my food up. my passion for food has died out and i feel sad for that.-__-
and TODAY, had madrasah after which i rushed home, gobbled up some food, rushed to get ready to work, rush rush rush then...slept in the bus with the aircon silently wooshing on the face. refreshing. I am now, as said, at work, so far have not met any weird people, and I certainly hope I don't. Very slow day. Just as I was typing this, 2 teenagers burst out laughing when I told them adults without children are not allowed in. Tell me, which part of that is funny?Teenagers...when they do something wrong, they cover it by laughing in people's faces.I can't comment much cos I have been in their age not too long ago.hur hur.
Anyway, hope I can finish up my 2nd essay asap. not left with much time. and complicated sentences can kill. or at least, give u a heart attack so severe, you will eventually die. sorry, abit sadistic there. ok,bye!
Labels: let's define nothing.cos obviously, your definition and mine differs. ALOT.
Friday, August 01, 2008
time goes so fast
Okie...it was monday yesterday and the weekend is...tmr? time fly so fast, u lost count of the days at times.haha...
Work's piling up at school. When I look back on my schedule, I have 3 assignments all due on the same week.gosh!
I'm think I have split personalities. haha. sometimes I am super high and crazy and at times, I get so serious, people, like my sis get all tense around me.ok, that's not split personality. that's being NORMAL right?lol
anw, the past few days, I have been meeting up with some friends..and cousin.lol...wednesday I went out for dinner with fiza the cuzzie, and we ate at bagus..or bagos..or sth like that. It's like being in geylang. everyone who ate there, or at least 98% of those who were there are Malays..hahaa...
anw, shared some gossips, some funny stories, some complaints before we made our way back home. since she had to wait for her bestfriend, i went off after waiting 10 mins with her. she tried to bribe me with bubble tea and all so i'd stay longer, but thank god my resistance was stronger than that.LOL.
ouh yah, we cam whored too since we have the SAME hp..lol..pics uploaded when..i feel like it?hahah
today i met up with mirah!!!wee!she came in with her tudung all messed up and she looks super cute!!hahaha, but managed to psycho her to redo everything and she looks super sweet lah....:)
and we talked and joked and she immitated people..everything is so funny!hahaha..i needed that laugh.thanx man..:)
the weekend is here and yet , i have so many things to do.no no, not complaining..(padahal dlm hati..)ok chickens and goats..i think i've gt to go now!bai bai!tsk tsk tsk
at times, i feel like i've not grown up. and yet, ppl refer to me as an adult...
Work's piling up at school. When I look back on my schedule, I have 3 assignments all due on the same week.gosh!
I'm think I have split personalities. haha. sometimes I am super high and crazy and at times, I get so serious, people, like my sis get all tense around me.ok, that's not split personality. that's being NORMAL right?lol
anw, the past few days, I have been meeting up with some friends..and cousin.lol...wednesday I went out for dinner with fiza the cuzzie, and we ate at bagus..or bagos..or sth like that. It's like being in geylang. everyone who ate there, or at least 98% of those who were there are Malays..hahaa...
anw, shared some gossips, some funny stories, some complaints before we made our way back home. since she had to wait for her bestfriend, i went off after waiting 10 mins with her. she tried to bribe me with bubble tea and all so i'd stay longer, but thank god my resistance was stronger than that.LOL.
ouh yah, we cam whored too since we have the SAME hp..lol..pics uploaded when..i feel like it?hahah
today i met up with mirah!!!wee!she came in with her tudung all messed up and she looks super cute!!hahaha, but managed to psycho her to redo everything and she looks super sweet lah....:)
and we talked and joked and she immitated people..everything is so funny!hahaha..i needed that laugh.thanx man..:)
the weekend is here and yet , i have so many things to do.no no, not complaining..(padahal dlm hati..)ok chickens and goats..i think i've gt to go now!bai bai!tsk tsk tsk
at times, i feel like i've not grown up. and yet, ppl refer to me as an adult...

