last saturdae,my pri skool mates went to visit cikgu rahayu who haf ujst given birth to a baby girl.There was supposed to be more ppl cuming,but,dunnoe how,in the end onli 4 of us turned up.i was like 'wth'.
but it was quite oklah,u noe wat i mean..yea...haha,maybe i wun put the details dwn here,but it'll ust be in my memory till the next meeting.haha...ok den ,dats it for now.good bye!!!

Somebody told sumone about me.Well what did the person say?He/she said that I'm self centered.For example, I get agitated easily when ppl annoy me, but i myself annoy ppl....hmmm,there's some truth to that...
next, they also said that im picky in making friends.hmm,i dunnoe abt that.
3rdly,I get easily jealous,for example,wen i see my bestfren close to another person,i'll get angry with both of them.There's some truth,but the 2nd part seems abit unreal,i dun get angry at both parties,i onli get JEALOUS at 1 of them.LOL.
4thly,they sae i dun forgive easily.The thing is,did they ask for forgiveness from me or not?if they did,they'll nie im not the kind who wld even dare to sae "no,i wun forgive u"...if ppl ask for 4giveness,i wld haf gladly accepted their apology...dotz..
Also,someone said that the sumbody said that I think lowly of others.If I did,that's probably a joke.Maeb i did not express my feelings properly to tell that im jookkkiinngg,or maeb i unknowingly condemned a person...maybe...maybe...
Never mind,ppl have mouths,and i guess it's normal to talk.I gossip too at times,u can't make everyone to like u,so,its either u live wif it,or u just end ur life.Being positive i'll choose the first one,gif myself a chance to change and see how it goes.My friends wld be the gauge to see how much i have improved....

been quite busy these past few weeks.Finally had the time to post an entry here...Life's not too good right now.im not getting any A's yet.If tmr's paper i flop or do badly or watsoever,there goes my last chance of getting an A...
Not many problems besides skool werk.Im able to learn to control my stress level and i think i cannot study last minute.It just doesn't work on me.Lols.Im gonna give one last attempt for my end of year paper theis coming feb.I wanna be promoted to year 2 with no strings attached u noe..doottzz....

life is like a big ball of tangled up thread.The more u pull,the harder it is to unwind.However,if you take the time to pull it slowly bit by bit,with LOTS of patience and determination,the big mess can slowly become one long thread,free from tangles...

What I was trying to say above is that,we are alwaes and forever will be surrounded by problems.We may think that we are the only one suffering from them.But I think,if we were to just sit down one day,and write out our problems,we will be able to see it more clearly and find that our problems are not so big and difficult like what we thought them to be.
with the determination and patience to solve each and every one of our problems,im sure,when we are faced with a bigger crisis in our life,we would be able to handle it better and with much more patience.That is good cos,not only can the problem be solved,it can be solved in the best possible way and in fact,may even bring goodness to ourself.

I noe i haf many problems.much much more than in the past.there was the issue of my studies,finances,friends,and even BGRs,but if i were to look at each and everyone of them,i think the biggest problem would be me.why is this so?because,i dont have the confidence and bravery to face up to my problems and think that if i were to hide it,it'll be gone just like dat.but looks like im wrong,its time to change,not the physical side,but more of the mental side and be more optimistic in life.so,for those who keep thinking of the problems that they have,sit back think of them one by one,find the best alternative and...work hard towards achieving the ultimate goal!!=D



LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE IT'S THE LAST.....

bored...boredom...when boredom reigns,its difficult to overcome it.There MAY be some ways,but most of the time...ok,let's face the fact,sometimes,we are so bored,we become lazy...yes that is wat we'll become when we are too bored.ok,maeb not for others,but in my case,that's wat im feeling now and always feel when im bored...School has started,but,its not that proper yet,so,the system is still not that stable yet.I think I wanna take up kick boxing,ok,not as a cca,but it's just a one-time class,i dun think that should be much of a problem.Even my elder sis said i shld go for it,and after today,i think, i DO need some exercise,been eating the whole day,wat with the chocolates and 3 meals today...can u believe it?3 FULL meals.my,i think im gonna be overweight,but at least there was some sort of a feeling of satisfaction,i feel so.......fulfilled.nyahnyah...=p