i juz realised dat i werked over the time required at watsons.i was supposed to go home at 2,bud i oni got home at 6.I OVERWORKED!!!!lol...Julie overheard the conversation between christine and jenny.christine was scolding jenny"y u let her work until 6??who's going to pay her 4 dat xtra 4 hrs??"haiz.....dunnoe lah...tmr oso got werk.hope no one scolds me...haiz...

I juz got a job at watsons at bukit batok,and NO!it's not at westmall lyke wat everybody guessed,its at...blk 164 or sumtink lyke dat...
This has got to be one of the best job so far,not becoz the work is fun or aniting,bud becoz this job has a fixed PAY DAE...yay!aniwae so far,the job is still ok,the supervisor is veri patient wif me although I made LOTS of silly mistakes and asked her so many stupid questions...so...yeah...
I juz wanna express my gratitude to those who have helped me in the process of finding a job like najiha,np,darran,liana jdl...and the list goes on,yah haf to thank meena too,she was my lucky charm wen i wen wif her for the interview,although sad to sae,she din get the job wif me...
Although I 'm happi wif my job,there's oni one problem:i dunnoe where to go for lunch.I haf an hour and i dun eat cos the hawker centre is infested with cats,so i jus hang ard the bustop or watever looking DAMN lame...bud never mind ,one hr can pass by real fast,so its ok for me...
I guess dat wld be all...haiz got to werk on Saturdae so never mind,juz hope everytiing goes on well forever.hahahah.=p

Did i ever tell u dat i hate fickle minded people??maeb not...well,now i tell to u dat,I HATE FICKLE MINDED PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!one fine example would be my mother.she was so supportive wen i told her i wanted to work in watsons.She said"bilang org tu, kau nak keje permanent prt time,klau tk dorang tk nk amik..."so,i tried my luck,and surprisingly,i got the job...wen i got home to tell my mom bout it,I was expecting her to be proud of me or sumtink,instead wat did she say??"hah?keje perm prt time?jgn nanti plajaran kau sumer terok"OMG!!!!!!!SHE IS SOOOO UNREASONABLEEE!!here i was happi i got a job,and there she was,easily saeing no to the offer for me....so now u noe why itz soo hard for me to secure a job?itz not me whose being choosy,its MY MOM!!my mom is being choosy abt where i werk.........................haiz..........................i dunnoe wheather to be angry or disappointed........im juz speechless and i feel like throwing up..............................................................

chatted on msn for three hrz wif my pri sch fren,from 11pm-2+am.hehe,although i slept late, i was kinda happi i chatted to him.he was so funni,lame and...wierd.haha.aniwaez,we were so into chatting(or atleast ,i am),dat i din noe it was oreadi 2!wen i realised dat,i had to sign off...haiz,dat was one of the longest, undisrupted,constant chat i ever done...i realised dat i din noe so much bout him although I used to sit infront of him in pri skool.He oso had the same prob as me,interacting with ppl the opp sex.It was also due to the same prob:we both started off from a single-sex skool.and i thot i was the oni wan who hated my new pri skool,he OSO hated the pri skool we went to.said dat the boys were too 'well-behaved' unlike hiz ol skool.haha.
Haiz...i wish dat i can haf more of this kind of chat wif other ppl too...hehe...niwaes guez wat?I AM STILL JOBLESS!!got to find a job first..haiz,chiaoozzz!!!=D

life is unpredictable...I guez i haf to believe dat sayin after so much has happened in the past few daez...moz of them sad...unbearably sad,although it has nuthin to do wif me,bud all the tings i noe dat has happened,includes people I noe,those whom I have joked ard and laughed along with...no,no!there's no deaths watsoever,bud the things dat happened were all so...tragic,all involving relationships...now u noe why i never intended to get into a relationship until I noe the person well,even to make frenz,u haf to noe them well first before u decide for urself wheather they are suited for u...becos humanz are very and I mean VERY good at deceiving people.be it for their own pleasure or juz to protect themselves against other people...
I still can't figure out why people have to lie and deceive juz so to make the other party not worry bout them.For example a fren i knew thru msn, said that he has been lyin to everyone,he said he may look happi bud actually he's not.wen u r faced with troubles,tok to sumone,it'll help u noe,tok to a trusted fren,datz wat frenz are for ?if u can't even let out ur problems,how do u tink people can understand u? u tink u r sooo smart as to solve the problem on ur own...hey,hey,wake up,if u tink u r smart and capable of doin dat,u wudn't have faced this problem in the first place...rite??
Humans may be smart wif all that advanced technology stuff and in academic matters,bud wen faced with problems related to relationships and feelings,they can get pretty dumb bout it,dat includes me too...I guezz its just human instincts to act on impulse...never to think of the secondary effect like how the other party may feel, or wat may happen to u urself,I guezz we have to make mistakes in order to learn...people are stubborn,slagi tk xperience the kesusahan,they wouldn't wan to change and wen a problem cums their wae...BAM! then would they realize they haf made a mistake and then regret it...that's hw the human brain works,u noe...

u tell me ur in luve wif me,
dat u can't take ur pretty
eyez away frm me
itz not dat i don't wanna stay,
bud everitime u cum too close
i move away

I wanna believe in everything dat u sae
becoz it soundz sooo goood
bud if u realli want me
move slow
there's things about me
you juz haf to noe!

*chorus
sumtimes i run(sumtimes...)
sumtimes i hide
sumtimes i'm scared of u
bud all i realli wan
is to hold u tight
treat u rite
be wif u every nite
baby all i nid is time....

i dun wanna be so shy
bud everytime i'm all alone
i wonder why
hope dat u will wait for me
u'll see dat,
ur the onli wan for me

i wanna believe in everything
dat u sae
becuz it sounds so gud
bud if u realli want me
move slow
there's things abt me
u juz haf to noe

*repeat chorus

i wasde so borredo becausede ido cannotdo finde er jobbae.ok back to the human language.yah,im bored.as in bored.haiz...hope i can realli find a job,lyke,soon??hope sumone iz willin to employ me b4 i rot at home.rotting,without money summore...haiz how i wish...ah,never mind..
haiz...do i look ar sound lyke a counsillor??cos every time ppl gt probz,dey tell me bout it.not dat i dun lyke it...bud,if itz too much,and dey kip tokin bout it,even a machine can get pissed off,wat bout me,a human bein,no,a growing 17-yr-old teenager.if the person iz close,i may not mind,bud if d person kipz on complainin lyke evry minute,i can die man.datz it.im gonna stop here.byez.

hai...went to study at uT mcDonalds wif a fren of my yesterdae...We studied frm 12 all the wae to 7...can u believe dat??well i still can't. aniwae it was gud considering that initially,the meeting was set up so I can help her in her werk,bud 2wardz the end,it was the other wae round...ahakz...den gt diz cute gt diz cute guy arh,werkin there,so cuute,bud unfortunately he's a smoker...haha...=p aniwae i dunnoe wat else to sae,i tink i am very stressed rite nw cos at nite i couldn't sleep despite feeling tired,never mind,make use of my time to study...really hope i cud get an A for atleast 2 moules,den I veri happi oreadi...oh yah,went to cameron,bought 2 pieces of clothes,some bracelet and a blusher..sooo happi!datz all lah,byezzzzzz=D

life may not olwaes go according to plan,for me,usualli wat i plan doesnt turn out the wae it iz.bud d saeing if u fail to plan,u plan to fail alwaes make me guilty for not planning.I still dun understand though,watz the big deal about able to plan,for me in the end,everything will olwaes go haywire and itz d same not plannin.Bud again,I guezz different people haf different waez of planning and the wae I paln things may just not be right for me...ok,strait to the point,I flunked my ocom common test!!hah,letting dat out felt great...
Tomorrow my family and I'll be heading to malaysia,although we r having a holidae there,I still haf to bring my notes along,bud I'm juz goin to lie to others dat I din study during the hols so dat if I fail again(which i'm praying veri hard i wld nt), they noe y...