Yeah. That's it. There's nothing here. I don't know what I'm doing here. So much to say, yet things become insignificant once the mind has exposed its contents and shape them into words...

weird
nice
warm
embarassing
flushed

and what not. There is no one word to describe that feeling...

But I like it.:)

It's never too late to wish all Chinese a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...!:D

I swear there's something wrong with the water cooler at my work place. Whenever I drink too much of it, there'll be phlegm in my throat. ONLY PHLEGM, no other symptoms of flu besides that. This totally irks me, cos if I get real thirsty and my bottled drink have been drained dry, and the water cooler there has that flu effect on me, I'm only left with one choice - to buy a canned sprite which unbelievably costs $1.80! Like what a colleague said, when he bought a canned drink, " so expensive, i must really drink every drop of this, so as not to waste my $1.80" and, he really did.haha...if I were to ever buy a drink from there, I will force myself to swallow the can along so I would fully use up my 1.80. erk.

The surrounding temperature has been switching between two extremes of late. It would either get very cold, so cold I can't feel my fingers, or very hot. Hot and Humid.eeeeeee...haha. So, if i were to go to school, the lecture hall would be uber cold....then when we have our breaks and exit out, it'd be very windy and colder, then somehow, once we go home, it'll get super hot.doink, life's like that.hah

Now, I'm sitting and contemplating what else to put. But since there's so many weird choices, and the more I think about them, the weirder they get, I guess I'd better sign out. Bye pee-pol of the earth! If I don't come back, it means I'm staying temporarily in either mars or the moon. find me there ya?-__________-.LOL.

My friend tested my hp's camera and when I looked at the pic taken, the above was what I saw. I still remember trying to cram that into my head for an exam back in Poly cos I just couldn't remember what is the difference between the two. But like they always say, u learn better when you learn it the 2nd time. And, after seeing that, I realised that I do understand what that means. Don't worry though, I'm not going to explain it here, come to me personally if you have trouble understanding it...(like real only)..hahaha..

Ok, i dunnoe wats up with the title, just like it the way it is.HOHO.;)

hmm, for a first week, I can say that life's pretty back to its hectic self. What with school, meet ups with people(both planned and impromptu) and assignments to do, I think I am going to enjoy confusing myself with what I am supposed to be doing and irritating people by missing meet ups.hoho...a sincere ADVANCED apologies to all.haha..:))

ANYWAY, went back to NP after lecture with Cheryl on Friday. Besides going there to get their open house freebies(which, to our disappointment, there we didn't get any...), we also went to visit our lecturers jocelyn soh and jacqueline fong. Haha..Jocelyn was sooooo hyper and she was talking non stop, I had to laugh.I think she misses us..AWWWW...haha. Jaq was more calm and composed and we managed to save most of our energy from talking to her.LOL.

Saw tarian after that. hmm, lots of improvement needed, but they managed to show that they enjoyed their dance..hehe..i miss dance now..:((

ouh, all those made me late for the meet up with the poly clique at Seoul Garden.haha..i stuffed myself and felt like a fat tabby cat after that.ouh...sinful, but ouuuuu....haha..walked around marina sq with the crazy bunch and as usual, they did their censored acts such as public display of affection (jojo and nurul) while me, pei and ah chun tried to escape from their evil clutches as much as possible.hoho..

anw,nurul, it's great to know u were a guitar when u were young..totally changed my perspective on all human beings being born human.ahaha..
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TODAY. went out with adee to hort park.coolio!!many plants you knowww!!!(pffttt)...i saw some plants that are familiar, but I still like the pitcher plant the best. PITCHER!!U ROCK MY SOCKS!U STONE MY BONES!HOHO...

As i was thirsty, i decided to get a canned drink. it's those jap-made vending machines, so once u put the coins and chosen ur drink, the 'robot' starts to do the complicated motion of carefully tranferring the drink out of the machine.yeah, complicated jap stuff.ANYWAY, thats not the point, after the machine let out my drink(adee said it sounded kind of eerie, i think..haha), i took the can, and it felt hot. It didn't register in my mind that something is wrong when the can is hot when u want a cold drink. I only realised when i felt it burning in my hand.we looked back at the machine....and saw that i picked the machine with the HOT DRINKS in..PFFFFTTT!!there goes my dollar...erk!

so we walked to vivo, well, halfway actually, cos it strted to drizzle and we had to take a bus. then walked and talked till it was time to meet G. Adee met G and G met Adee a while before adee had to go off for some family stuff.so, that left me with...u guessed it right!G!-____-

So we bought coffee bean's belgian choc and caramel frappe, went up to the sky park(or whatever they call it) and sat and talked and talked(and had our legs in the pool). so many things to 'see'.haha...like, ppl lusting over each other and..ouh yeah! a couple from china who wanted to take a pic with us!wakakakak!!!

So, all I can say is, my almost-a-week have been great and I felt very...fulfilled.haha..ouh, I din mention anything about completing my assignments..DIE.:(

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Yesterday was the 1st day of the new schooling semester. Like what I told people, it was just A-ok...stress is there..i even demonstrated 'burden' to my friends by putting my hp on my shoulders and walking real low as if something is weighing me down.lame i know.lol..but I couldn't keep the frown off the face. I am kind of aniticipating doing the assignments and am so ready to start it now, but somehow, after each lecture, the energy seems to drain out quicker than I can say 'MISSISSIPPI'.hah...Well, let's just hope I have learnt my lesson from the past assignments and do better this time round aite.Insyaallah...

15 mins later...

Ok, I have been sitting in front of the comp for nearly 15 mins and I still have nothing much to say. Oh well, I guess...this is it...

Ok, that was just a threatening line to trigger my brain cells to get back to active mode. Simply said, those lines are put to encourage my brain to come up with a topic to talk about here.haha

Oh yah, I have been thinking(again), what is going to happen to me upon graduation? where am I going to work? what am I going to do? Am I the only clueless person here, or are there also some others who share the same misery ,wondering like me?LOL. But I would really like to know. Like give assurance to myself that I have a path to take later on in life...hmmm...I think too much.lol

The 700+ page book is still being read. God knows when I can officially say, "I'm done!" but I not dreading reading it, so, I'm just taking my time. Sorry Nurul, you know I'm an avid but slow reader.hohoho..:))

ok, now, it really is time to go off cos the negativity is getting to me. I might just be more emo and random and think about the future so much, U guys might need an oxygen tank to breathe.(huh?nvm.)cheerios!!:D

A mega mc Spicy meal and ikan bakar, otak2 and 2 curry puffs later, I could now officially say, I am so full I don't wish to eat for another month or so...haha, ok, exaggerated, but well, at some point of time, you must have felt that way right? So bloated that,an invisible spring seems to appear in ur stomach. Anything more inserted into it gets pushed out again rather....violently.(I was trying to describe vomit in a more polite and politically correct way.hoho)

Today was fattanah's 'thinking' day. Everything that happened was closely examined with lessons to be learnt and things to be improved on. Like...how people can be full of vengence and how the working world is an evil and unscrupulous place out there.hah...how innocent my life can be right now as compared to all that.hah.It's difficult to change all, but if we can at least change some through our actions - learn to love, give more and receive less, forgive..and try to forget....maybe life would be easier...MAYBE...

hoho, anw, to those who laughed at me getting OLDER.thanx, but, if it makes me less immatured than I already am right now...why not?let's embrace the ageing population!me included!hoho.kk, i will shut up.

Hola hola! Well, what do you know, with just just a blink of an eye, 2008 had already waved its hands goodbye and 2009 has been celebrated in as the new year. Hmm, to think back, 2008 has gone, or rather, FLASHED PAST really fast. So fast, that I have to think of what really happened back then, and what has been accomplished(which, after much thought, is not much actually).

Resolutions are what people do every year, regardless whether the last resolution has been fulfilled or not. The assumption is, as long as the new year is here, new resolutions have to be made to welcome it, not thinking of whether it is achievable or not.

However, it's a little different for me. I have given up making resolutions, ever since I have learnt that they don't work well on me.BUT, after so many years later, I am finally taking the step and resolve to achieve something this year. I shall work towards it, and hope I can hit the target I had achieved to.

Whoa, that sounds so promising.hahah, but words are just words, lets just see what happenes along the way and we'll see if I'm going to post any of these resolutions AGAIN as a resolution later in 2010.hoho.

Till the next time, goodbye to all and:

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