Disappointment. The things that I thought would cease to exist are showing signs of life again.
Some people agree with me that the thing is happening again. Thankfully, I'm about to graduate, however, it disappoints me to see well behaved people,people whom I had high expectations and used to be comfortable with, are actually changing. Yeah, it could be due to the environment, like what they say in Roman, do what the Romans do, but is it ethical? Is it a right thing to do in your mind? Now, the tip is to THINK. Just refelct and THINK. You all are still young, and I know you guys want to be in the 'in' crowd, but your actions are not wise, and in time to come, it may even spoil others's perception towards you...

Throughout my 3 years in poly, i think I have learnt the most in my last year here. I've learnt to be more independant, met more people, had a wider perspective on certain issues, that I doubt, ever crossed my mind in the 1st 2 years in poly. I think, all this helped to build a line for me so that now, I am more sure of the limit that I am bound to, and make sure I do not cross that line. However, maybe it's just me or what, but I still think that what i said in the above paragraph should not be ignored..whatever...

Advice for the day:'' Make your intentions and feelings clear before they give people the wrong idea. Actions can potray different meanings to different people. so be careful."

I was looking through the folders in my laptop and came across the videos I had for myself. Most were dance performances over the last 3 years in Ngee Ann and some were of random incidents. One video which caught my attention and made me smile just watching it was of me miming to a Shane Ward song, 'no promises' and it looked so dumb! *imagine girl with guy voice and not moving mouth in rhythm* Haha, anyway,that's not the point, the point is, it reminded me of those times when life was rather carefree and I had all the time in the world to spare. I mean, if you were to ask me to make a video of me doing stupid stuff, you gotta make an appointment with me first!So yeah, time flies...

A friend mentioned that there was gonna be a pri school reunion upon poly graduation. When I first heard that i just went, "huh...". I doubt I can remember half the class, and the last time I saw most of them was...wait lemme think...ouh, 7 YEARS ago?? people change and I don't think I can even spot who is who anymore. Furthermore, after 7 years not seeing each other, you don't expect me to be able to go up to them and talk as if we've been bestfriends for years right? Even my bestfriend in primary school, I don't contact her anymore. tsk...haha,i dunnoe what to say

Ok, I promised to put a longer-than-ever post today,so yeah...progressing...

Yesterday's performance was, well....expected. Means, it wasn't that good,neither was it too bad, it was...OK. Did make a few mistakes(as usual), but, can't be blamed,the structure of the stage requires more stability. With every step I take, it sounded as if the stage may collapse anytime, jump here,'BOOM'.Run there, 'BAK BOOM'. Roll here and there ' KREK KEBENG'...All the time, I was just hoping the stage doesn't give way,or at least, ,my legs don't. ANYWAY,it's all over, just one more performance for Dinamis Seni, and then, bye bye tarian..hahah

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TGIF TGIF TGIF!!!! been caught up with too much work lately, never have I seen myself doing so much work before...haha...aniwae,as much work that i have to do,i had fun some of the time too,so that kinda makes up for the workload i haf to carry..=)

Anyway,I'm gonna graduate in a month's plus time...I'm kinda worried what happens next...work- gotta get one asap...strt sending resumes around...skool- might continue,but gotta think abt time and finance management...marriage- err,that's the only thing i don't have to think about,so, safe for now...lol..

I'm thinking...once i graduate, will I leave everything behind? all my friends? those I've made in skool as well as CCA? will i still get to meet them up for regular chats ouh yeah,will we still chat online? what will we talk to each other?hmmm...

nevermind me,that was the other thinking side of me,SO,i think i gotta do my assignments...lol..bye!

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