all of a sudden, i feel this rush of energy..no no....scrap that..all of a sudden..i miss sentosa. ALOT. i miss the wrk friends..the myanmar and vietnam mixups..the phillippines interns who some of them i acknowledge as 'ate' (big sis) and talk in malay to them and see that confused look on their faces, also my trips home eating sandwiches at the back of the bus with tina..lenny, and also hasinah..gosh i miss them so much. not to mention handling the crowds of people and giving people wrong directions as in which line coloured bus to take to dolphin lagoon...

I miss the others who were not my wrk mates,but was part of sentosa itself, the bus drivers, those trips where i actually talk to them and they share some of their life experiences with me..the admission peeps, who greets us every morning and asks us how's our day, people from other fnb departments as well as the retail friends i made..haiz..i miss all those..

ouh yeah, not forgetting the free rides and benefits i get from working in sentosa!complete funness...i also remeber the times when i actually went to the sentosa office for administrative stuffs,and how i make friends with the people around while waiting for the bus back to deli...haaaaiiizzz,gosh,this is pathetic and depressing!but i dun care.i just miss all that..

aniwaes,i will go there back one day to see how things are, but i noe that many people would haf probably be gone...hmmm...life is everchanging i guess...=))

i had a great time yesterday(exclude the cleaning part and it wld have been the greatest time). aniwae,was supposed to reach at 10, but knowing how 'early' this people can get, i decided to have mcDonald's big breakfast wif my bestie. She had a 'bath' there,cos leaking water strted dripping on her hair,and that time,there was a mom who was asking some questions. Disturbed by the water,she flipped her hair,and...drops of water splashed onto the poor woman's face...poor lady..haha!

The spring cleaning was, let's see....dusty.wet.dirty.tiring. yep. thats to sum them up. but like i said earlier, despite al that, it was fun. so..yea...

ouh yea, i think that my nose is blocked with dust. I think i should get one of those neti pots i saw in oprah's 'ask doctor oz' show. i think it helps to clear sinuses by clearing your nose pasagge with water. hmm...

I've been feeling sleepy alot these days,especially ever since my exams were over. I find it hard to prop myself on a chair,without slouching back again with my head on the table. But the thing is, when i lie on the bed, my eyes are not sleepy!as in they can't close, and when it does close, i can't sleep!i feel so awake, but the rest of my body is sleeping. I now know how it feels like to be paralysed, well kinda.

I'll try to do something about that, in the mean time, I will jump like a monkey..or kangaroo, talk till my mouth breaks down and chew my food with much gusto till my cheeks slim down, this is to make me feel more tired. Notice that i did not mention working out? cos like i told u earlier, my body gets tired,but i think my face can withstand normal tiredness better,so gotta extra wear them out.ok im so gone now.im crapping. bye.=)))

as i was sitting in the bus, i formed my will in case i die a sudden ( and maybe tragic) death..here is what it will look like...

To my sisters: i have decided to leave you people with...____________
To my mother: I will leave you my most priced possession..__________
To my father: I will leave you my...._________.

Notice the blanks? well, i realised that, if I were to die, I don't think I have anything worth giving to(unless u count the dollar in my bank). Practically everything is not mine. My clothes are hand downs from my sis ( the ones which I'm not too big to fit in), the laptop is owed by my dad, and like what i put up earler, i've only got a dollar in the bank. How pathetic is that? so, i think I got to start looking for a job, work, get some money which I can save and leave them in my will...hmmm...have to start doing that..

ANIWAY....my last paper was sooo like.... just now(actually it is just now...what was i tinking when i typed that?!hur hur)!!I was like,'woo hoo!!' when the invigilator said pens down.
ok.i know this is abrupt, but im gonna end my entry here, if not, i might just close this window half way without posting this entry...so...chiao!=)

the toilet is the best place to hear my parents' gossips. I used to hide in the toilet when i had done something wrong and wait in there quietly as my mom patiently reports the bad stuff i had done to my father. then both of us(my mom and me, at different places though), both waits for my dad's judgements. Only when the sentence have been passed, would i either cry there(sadness) or screams silently while looking into the mirror and grins widely( u can do all that simultaneously if ur too happy, u noe)...

I just realised how long it has been since i last did that. I only realised when I was in the toilet itself,washing my face and i overheard them talking in the kitchen about some unknown relative of mine. it brought back all those memories and anyone who was passing by the toilet would have caught me smiling while massaging thick white lathery soap on my face.hah.

i think, i'd better not tell my sisters about it cos:1) my elder sis will think im mad
2)my younger sis would get excited
3) my elder sis will say im a kepo
4) my younger sis would agree on that
5) both of them will end up trying it secretly and spoiling the 'connection' i have with my parents through that toilet. hah..

hmm..now i know why some people (like me, for instance) are lazy to update their blogs. Firstly, the sign- in is so troublesome.. i know its just the username and password, but still, if you got nuthing interesting to update also, u might end up something like me: typing the username halfway,before closing the window cos too lazy to continue.LOL.

I need to get new slippers, like the noun itself, it keeps slipping off my feet and it keeps slipping off the surface im waling on too, i had to practically glide on the floor(imagine:ice skater=p)...something got to do with lesser friction and all..yea..

The paper today was ok. i have a question: how can people think and write at the same time? maybe im not normal, but i definitely cannot think of other points when i'm writing down a point. A good example would be now. Even as im typing here, most of them have already either been too long in my head till its on the verge of decaying; or i have already planned what to type before I tpyed all this junk. so. there.

I dunnoe what's up with me these days..i keep wanting to laugh. Its this bubbly thingey which slowly rises from deep inside and reaches my nose and instead of wanting to sneeze, I feel like wanting to laugh. Another form would be feeling ticklish in my rib cage area and i just can't help but to laugh. damn..they are slowing down my studying man.=(

talking about studying, I realised something, just hearing the phrase ' i should go and study' produces a strange and uncontrollable reaction in my body. My shoulders would automatically droop, and so would my eyelids and I get all exhausted and cold, as in physically cold. lol..but give me a novel anytime and I can guarantee u I can read till 3am in the morning. like,how strange is that?not that strange actualli..

ok,now im realli gonna have to go and study *shoulders and eyelids droop* my bestie's waiting for me at mac..haiz...(sighing for the studying part, not the meeting bestie part)haha..=)

advice for the day:'' In life, no matter how hard u try, sometimes u do fail, what matters is u have the determination to stand up and try again, not everything is simple, ask the grandfather in front of KFC himself, he noes better''=D

tell me people....can the brain burst?hmm...

Wooo!!!so my date on monday was great! We met before heading to np co-op to buy some food and..other 'stuff ' lol. then we went to mcc's clubhouse, before heading down again to have our lunch at SIM. it was bad luck that i had to sit right next to jaclyn and jocelyn though. its like...ur tutors are rite next to you,and u dunnoe how to strike a conversation. know what i mean?*raises an eyebrow* haha,so anyways,after that, i hinted to my date that i felt like drinking bubble tea,and the next thing we knew, we were making our way to Clementi to buy the drink. pure bliss.=)

after that,went back to school, watched 2 movies and attended an iftar meeting. so overall,it was good!hehe..

to my date: Thanx amalina(aka ama) for..being my date on that day!wee!

I'm still waiting for the day I would go out with another girl whom I have not met for quite sometime and have been missing since, forever! i think u know who u r..=))

my wednesday(today) was ok.. dressed slackly,class was slack. but after that it was great! went with nurul to look at wallets at the wallet shop @ jurong point. SOMEONE thought that we should take 157 to JP, so it took us almost 1/2 hour to reach,and i got bus sick, and even then,she was not sure if the bus is going the right way.thanx mate..=s haha,but still, it was ok,cos she was a good person to talk to, not the ' talk to me= talk to the wall' kind.so,yea...and i so so so wanna buy that wallet nurul!ok.=)

advice for the day: '' people change...and so do their expectations...''