As i get older, I began to notice that the world is a corrupted place. People can also get very corrupted. I know this may be a rather vague subjuct, but I just can't help noticing how sometimes people pretend to be someone they are not and do things that they are not supposed to do. or sometimes, people do things that they know others don't like...i don't like that,but what can i say, I 'm living in a corrupted world anyway..lol... Hmmm....
Been slacking these few days, not much project meetings unlike the past weeks and even my studying for the common tests weren't that intense. I don't know if this is supposed to be a good strategy, but lets just wait and see,maybe this is the way I should have studied all along.
Went to accompany a friend to get her computer repaired just now, I don't know why, but I think the journey to and from the place we went really made me know her more. I felt more comfortable in indulging some of my private thoughts and secrets and I think that the trip was a purposeful one, even though it really was for another reason(if u dun get this part, it's ok guys). Anyway, I had a good time with u friend..=)
I miss najiha.girl, come back soon aites? I am already missing you and have alot to tell you, come back before I forget it all...LOL...
Friday, November 30, 2007
the corrupted world
Sunday, November 25, 2007
2 days
It's been 2 days(that's about 48 FULL hours) cooped up at home(ok, i feel like a chicken now..)
Tried to stuff all that RMW chapters into that brain of mine, dunno how i can stuff food into my mouth faster than trying to stuff 1 SENTENCE into my brain..i can't even think logically now...
huuh.. thank god i have school tomorrow, so at least that's sth...whatever...just as i was typing this(and feeling shitty at the same time), my sis came into the room....and gave me a plate of freshly-fried nuggets, tell me how cool is that...haha..love u sis...
ANYWAY, practices are getting more intense what with the 1/2 hour warmups which make ur legs go soft and wobbly and then the dance moves which requires lots of jumping and running, i think i perspire more during practise then when i jog...i hope the practices are improving my steps...=)
i noe, im bored that explains all that stuff up there which.........nevermind...cheers to u ppl who are bored to death, u have company here!bleauurggh..
Tried to stuff all that RMW chapters into that brain of mine, dunno how i can stuff food into my mouth faster than trying to stuff 1 SENTENCE into my brain..i can't even think logically now...
huuh.. thank god i have school tomorrow, so at least that's sth...whatever...just as i was typing this(and feeling shitty at the same time), my sis came into the room....and gave me a plate of freshly-fried nuggets, tell me how cool is that...haha..love u sis...
ANYWAY, practices are getting more intense what with the 1/2 hour warmups which make ur legs go soft and wobbly and then the dance moves which requires lots of jumping and running, i think i perspire more during practise then when i jog...i hope the practices are improving my steps...=)
i noe, im bored that explains all that stuff up there which.........nevermind...cheers to u ppl who are bored to death, u have company here!bleauurggh..
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
happiness
i can't think now...how?
so many things,...nevermind, we'll take it slow...
wanna reach so many aims..but are they even attainable? lets wait and see
self- fulfillment..haha, that is another thing, i have yet to attain...
truth to be told, I'm actually kinda tired now...wednesdays are long days, what with classes and trainings, but the best part is..............TOMMORROW IS A THURSDAY!!wooohooo!!
after friday, its saturday!!!!weee!!
ok, ,im done here. cheers!=)
so many things,...nevermind, we'll take it slow...
wanna reach so many aims..but are they even attainable? lets wait and see
self- fulfillment..haha, that is another thing, i have yet to attain...
truth to be told, I'm actually kinda tired now...wednesdays are long days, what with classes and trainings, but the best part is..............TOMMORROW IS A THURSDAY!!wooohooo!!
after friday, its saturday!!!!weee!!
ok, ,im done here. cheers!=)
Friday, November 16, 2007
vacation
while the skool kids and even JC students are about to go on holiday, here, the poly students are rushing to meet deadlines as well as study for the upcoming exams. For me, i have yet to complete a 2000-word essay and practise for my sales call. Adding to that, I still have to update the mcc database, type in today's minutes, practise for my dances as well as prepare myself for Napha...erk....i feel..busy..AGAIN..
I wanted to buy a shoe when I went out with my bestie this morning, the result: i bought nothing...I was busy looking at clothes, NOT shoes..tell me, how am I supposed to ever get a shoe for myself?ouuuhhh God, help me!
There was a cat at the bustop just now, and as a result...I scolded a guy.haha..It's like this... I was waiting at the bustop with 2 other malay guys. Then a kitten came out of nowhere and i started to panic, i lost all sense of calmness and strted to head towards the front of the bustop. One of the Malay guys, upon seeing me get panicky,stood up, I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA CHASE IT AWAY, instead, he made noises to ATTRACT the cat..i was like...WTH! I got crossed, and scolded him,''eh, jangan panggil lah!''(ok, that was supposed to sound fierce ehh)..then the friend was like,''yalah, that girl is scared and u have to do that'' at that point, i was already at a state of anxiety,and i saw a bus coming,without looking i just took it. Hah!thank god the bus entered the interchange,if it went any where else, i would have to take a cab back home,cos at that time it was nearing 11+pm...haiz,tell me,when will i ever overcome this fear of mine?sheesh...:S
and i sound so negative,although i'm not really like that in real life..haha!=D
I wanted to buy a shoe when I went out with my bestie this morning, the result: i bought nothing...I was busy looking at clothes, NOT shoes..tell me, how am I supposed to ever get a shoe for myself?ouuuhhh God, help me!
There was a cat at the bustop just now, and as a result...I scolded a guy.haha..It's like this... I was waiting at the bustop with 2 other malay guys. Then a kitten came out of nowhere and i started to panic, i lost all sense of calmness and strted to head towards the front of the bustop. One of the Malay guys, upon seeing me get panicky,stood up, I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA CHASE IT AWAY, instead, he made noises to ATTRACT the cat..i was like...WTH! I got crossed, and scolded him,''eh, jangan panggil lah!''(ok, that was supposed to sound fierce ehh)..then the friend was like,''yalah, that girl is scared and u have to do that'' at that point, i was already at a state of anxiety,and i saw a bus coming,without looking i just took it. Hah!thank god the bus entered the interchange,if it went any where else, i would have to take a cab back home,cos at that time it was nearing 11+pm...haiz,tell me,when will i ever overcome this fear of mine?sheesh...:S
and i sound so negative,although i'm not really like that in real life..haha!=D
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
boredom
When boredom reigns, nothing else can take its place. It's all emptiness and all this excess energy in you just seems to go nowhere...
When boredom reigns, negative thoughts shape up in your mind. U think of everything,and nothing, at the same time...
When boredom reign, you do stupid stuff. You pig out when you're not supposed to, and sleep when others are out and about doing their normal everyday stuff...
Well, that's what usually happens when a person is bored, but, boredom could also be due to lazyness, like the state I am now in. I have lots and lots of stuff to do..but, guess what? I'm not doing it,and as a result, IM BORED!...GOD, spare me,please!hur hur...
I feel like typing and typing, but dunno what to type, anyway, I think I have been acting 'over the limit' these few days.. I dunnoe if my jokes are too much and wheather people are ok with it, so, just in case any of you feel uncomfortable with my jokes, I really would like to apologize and feel free to tell me if you are uncomfortable with those weird and 'over' acts of mine...=)) cheers!
When boredom reigns, negative thoughts shape up in your mind. U think of everything,and nothing, at the same time...
When boredom reign, you do stupid stuff. You pig out when you're not supposed to, and sleep when others are out and about doing their normal everyday stuff...
Well, that's what usually happens when a person is bored, but, boredom could also be due to lazyness, like the state I am now in. I have lots and lots of stuff to do..but, guess what? I'm not doing it,and as a result, IM BORED!...GOD, spare me,please!hur hur...
I feel like typing and typing, but dunno what to type, anyway, I think I have been acting 'over the limit' these few days.. I dunnoe if my jokes are too much and wheather people are ok with it, so, just in case any of you feel uncomfortable with my jokes, I really would like to apologize and feel free to tell me if you are uncomfortable with those weird and 'over' acts of mine...=)) cheers!
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