haiz,i posted quite a long entry previously and due to the internet connection which was unstable,it wasn't updated..gosh!

aniwae,last sat went out wif my 'pok' to accompany her for a makeover,she looked gorgeous after that man!aniwae,after that,went to eat and there were like so many ppl lah.gosh!but i still had fun,the part which spoiled the dae was when the neoprints turned out wrong,cos we were too busy posing for pictures.gosh!

today was the first dae of my attachment.no biggie for me cos it was my part-time's job that i got,so i was doing the same thing.now,sentosa has cats!gosh!aniwae,had a fun time without the manager there.hehegosh!

ok,if u realize,i 'gosh'-ed plenty of times throughout the dae.haha,dunnoe why,just felt like gosh-ing.gosh!=))

decided to post some pics which i juz got..yea,we were supposed to be studying.but this is what studying had made us become...lol

it is interesting,to watch and observe your surroundingswhen you are on a long journey home,be it in the bus or in the train.As what i did just now,i was travelling from the east to my house in the train and that 1 hour proved to be really beneficial to me as i now know there are weird(as well as disgusting) people around,and makes me appreciate those whom I know who are..well,let's just sae...normal.

for example,while i was sitting,i saw a woman,who kept nodding her head.if she din nod,she would shake her head,then she would pick at her teeth with her tongue..and i happened to see a piece of food,which she later nibbled at!disgusting!uh-huh...

next,my attention shifted to a malay woman who happened to sit directly next to mi.she was listening intently to the radio and suddenly she started laughing to herself,and its not a chuckle ok,it was a LAUGH...make it many2 laughs..then she started doing some 'moves' with her hands,some kind of a diving move.hah!i was trying not to burst into laughter.thankfully,she got off at cck,so i was left alone to wait till the next stop,which was my destination...

so u see ,people,when you actually take your time to observe,there are alot to see and u make actually appreciate life even more..so,do observe!!!hahaha

ewwww....

ysterdae,spent the dae in the library to study.oklah,not too bad,though im still lagging behind in revisions...

after studying with tinoot(i dunnoe wheather she was studying or not,cos 1/2 the time i see her sleeping and waking up just to take a sip of coca-cola or to pop a sweet into her mouth..heheh=P),we went to clbhse to settle some khatu stuff before heading home.the adiratna peeps are damn crazy people man!dancing and singing like nobody's business.ahah.but fun hanging out with them.

aniwae,went to BPP with tinoot and illya to buy some food before heading home.since i stopped at the busstop without 307 bus,i had to walk another place to take that bus.while walking along a corridor-like way,2 cats were fighting,and b4 we knew it,one of them were charging FULL FORCE towards us,tinoot and i screamed and near us was a bangladesh man.i wanted to push d man towards the cat so i can hide behind him,but i was so scared,that instead of pushing,i pulled his arm.uuuuuuuuuggggghhhh!!!!!aniwae,there was a drunk man at the same time who kept smiling as if a cat fight is just like 2 small kids fighting(maybe he forgot cats DO have claws).

aniwae,after that cat stuff,i was kinda shaking,phobia man,phobia!and tinoot was suddenly scared of cats too,dunnoe how cum,so both of us were kinda tip toeing along the corridor,just in case another cat comes in.haha..and Tina was still sweet enough to send me to the bustop and waited till i boarded the bus.thanx tina!

the result of that incident,i totally lost my appetite to eat and my old chang kee's curry-o went to my sis,cos i couldnt eat anymore.uuggghh..wat a dreadful ending to end my 'not-too-bad' day..ok then..ciaozzz..

whooo..had a very tiring+weird+fun+exciting day todae.firstly,early in the morning,i had to go to the bank at ficus station.my 1st time there,but it was ok,kinda fun to walk about and as i was waiting for the bus to return to beachfront,i even made frens with a man who was werking at a banquet, near ficus.Quite nice and friendly,and considering the place was isolated,he was the only company i could get,so that was good enough.wen i boarded the bus,the bus driver and i made small conversations and that also was considered making frens.hehe..

after work,which ended at 4+pm,i thought i wanted to go home,till my 'brother' asked me if i wanted to go to fort siloso since he said it was free if ur a staff of sentosa.so,we went there.i must say,it was a very interesting place,so full of history and i learnt many stuff there.next,we went to cinemania,where it was also free entrance.woooo!!i the movie-cum-ride was fun!it was so scary although all of that were just animations and not reality.but still,it felt real.

after that,we even had time to go to the orchid park,not to see the flowers there, but to feed the fishes.i din dare to feed them by hand,but my bro went on to do so.the fishes have no teeth eh!heheh!then,i thot it would be cool to ride on the sky bar and since bro said its free also,we went on a ride ther.yep,it is cool wen ur up there,u can see almost everything and all the 3 beaches there.wow!

to end our trip to sentosa,wen went on to ride the luge and sky chair(or watever its called) the luge is sooooo FUN!haha,its like driving a mini car of ur own,and ...i dun have the right words to say.the sky chair was damn scary,cos wen ur high up with ur feet dangling,i dun think u would call that nice.but still,the trip was worth it.but i still think the luge was the best.should try it again sometime next time.nyahaha.

yup,so that was how my dae ended,and now my mom is puzzled as to why im so beat.but,i noe,i should be hitting the books now,ok2 soon..so,till the next entry,byeeee!!!!

sterotyping is not encouraged in our society.it creates hate among people and people are separated into their own sterotypical groups...however,sometimes,what people sterotype may be facts,as can be seen from what i have observed lately...

when i was in ngee ann(and still am),people's sterotypes did not bother me much as i knew it was not true.but as reality dawned on me that,what they said may actually be true,i started to doubt my abilities to ignore those comments .it saddens me,cos i know, that as much as im aware of the present situation,others may not be so. if i were to tell them,two possible outcomes may take place.1stly,they may say i'm just being paranoid and 2ndly, they may not be able to accept it and be angry at me instead.hmmm....not much choices here huh...

ok,while it's still ignorable,i'll ignore it 1st. (got that wrd?~ignorable~) ok,back to my life.life's hectic as usual.busy everyday,even w/o classes.hmmm...still thinking when i shld strt studying,seriously.hmm..getting nervous...hmm..paanicing now...HMMM!!!!!ultimate result achieved-STRESS!!!!!ok2,crap.bye..!!!haahhaha

no!!nononono!!!!!i don't wantt!!!ok,what do i not want now?hmm..manager has already planned out my attachment stuff and he said sumthing about managing the store!no!i dun want to carry too much responsibility.not that im irresponsible or wat(that is up to u guys to decide for me),but i don't think i want to carry such a great responsibility.HELLO!!!i'm only like,18??i'm not looking for career here,just experience.just thinking about all that freaks me out..totally!!

aniwae,after work just now,once hasinah and i sat in the bus,we started taking pics of ourselves.yea,all the way from harbour front to cck interchange.haha.total number of accepted pics= 18!haha,so u can imagine all those deleted plus accepted ones...how many we took.lol.from stupid,to cool(ok,a lil cool,not too much) to emo and..spastic and random pics.phew! i never took that much pics in all of my 18 years!ok,exaggerating.lol,wen the pics are done,ill post it up.haha.ok2 gonna take a bath now.byezz!!!!=))

Was reading the past entries to my blog stArting from early this year.ok,yes i admit it,i got nothing better to do,i noe i'm supposed to be mugging now,ESPECIALLY since its nearing the exams,but,im kind of lazy to even start.I hate the start of most things.be it studying,or exams or work,they all have something similar at the beginnings. Which is, i alwaes have this lazy attitude.aiyah,scrap everything.im not making much sense here.

Anyway,i realised that so much have happened over the past few months and I think i have made certain changes to myself too.I didn't realise that till i've re-read those past entries,which some, i've got to say were lame and some,brings about painful memories.but on a lighter note, i did realise that,i dont have to put in every single thing in order to bring back the rest of the memories which were sweet and memorable..=)

ok,in this materialistic world,what everyone is looking for is wealth .No one cares about what happens after this.Everything is about money and posessions.u got the money,u got the world in ur hands.like the saying goes,'money makes the world go round' so,everything,including friends and even,love,could be bought.some people say,health,family and other stuff could not be bought,but let's face the fact.if u've got lots of money,not only will people let u live long,people will let u live forever. Don't feel obliged to accept that,it's just an honest opinion from me,that's all,after all each and every individual is different,so we may have different priciples in life that we follow too.So,what i put here,may not be exactly what u may agree with.so,no hard feelings...
ok then,was just trying to pen out my thoughts.wanna go and sleep now.chiaoz!!!=D

these past few days,i've been watching movies alot.Not those screened in the movie theatre itself(i would haf gone bankrupt otherwise!) but those DVDs my sis brought home from dunnoe where.HAHA..so far,i've watched, mr& mrs smith,the pacifier,white chicks,cinderella story,million dollar baby...and more i think...ouh yah,i also watched one with my fanachiku,erm...she's the man.kinda cool.yea,so u see,ive been pigging out,eating and sleeping and watching tv all day long.but my exams,which consists of 5 papers(yea,u got that rite,its five), is in 2 weeks time.so after watching all those stuff wat did i do?yea...PANIC!!!!!

been kinda tired these few days and have not been revising my work,although it should haf been done like a long time ago.i dunnoe,just got a lot of distractions,phone,tv,comp,and stuff.ouh yea,my kid sis is also capable of distracting me...but life has to go on,and ive just got to find a way or find a place to stuff all those distractions away from me,or else the only option is to move myself away(physically,if u noe wat i mean) from them.hmm..anyone up for some mugging wif me?haha,no worries,i'll talk and talk till u guys wun study..oopsss....

i dunnoe wat speacialization to take for my yr 3.had the talk that dae,hmm,now the onli thing in my mind would be marketing and service management.sounds like fun to me,but also to other people.so,its gonna be tough competition,hope i can get wat i want.

today,is a lil draggy and crazy dae.maeb most of us were overcome by too much stress from dunnoe-wat.haha

it was ok in the morning after AAA lecture and tutorial.But after lunch, wen we(me,jojo,ah chun,nurul and darran) decided to buy things so we wun get bored during OM lecture,things started becoming crazy.
I had decided to buy a drink but was torn among so many choices of drinks.Some asked me to buy lychee tee,some peach tea and one,mango tea.I wanted to take green tea,but nurul was stating some health facts about it,so i changed my mind and decided to go for mango tea instead.

As we were walking towards the lec hall,as usual,nurul and jojo were doing some funni stuff,i was drinking water wen they strted OBSERVING me,and the more i tried to control my laughter,the more i felt like laughing,in the end,wen i couldn't control it animore,i burst out laughing and all the water shoot out like......the merlion.nurul was too busy laughing,that she tripped on a step of stairs.HAHHAHAH!!! my face felt so sticky after that though...

ouh yah,talkin bout nurul,she had been so unlucky the last 2 daes.she was caught for beating up jojo ysterdae during IEF lec,and today,she was caught talking to mi during AAA lecture.so sway!so here i am,extending a helping hand to get rid of her sway-ness by blogging abt here,right ah chun n jojo??heheh...