i don't know if I have blogged about this before, but I think that normal people do practise conformity. I'm not saying that those who do not conform like others are weird, they are unique in a way and it's cool, but people generally prefer not to stand out too much and that is when they start to conform.

but i think that, if what you are doing is right and even though others are not doing it, just stick to it.

man, i'm so tired i can sleep while typing. good bye and good day to u..=)

Labels: grow up

Blogging is starting to become an obligation for me nowadays. Once the day gets slow and mundane, and the internet is freely accessible, then blogger keeps flashing in my mind, gradually increasing the urge to contribute some input into this electronic system. Haha, even so, the fingers manages not to fidget too much when it comes to blogging and I finf myself not being able to type as much as what my mind and heart would want to.

As promised, below are some pics due from like 2 weeks ago? yeah..just take a look at them.haha..






The money supply is running out soon. I desperately need cash. Not for anything in particular, but just to make myself feel more secured. You know what, I'm starting to feel sleepy and blogging is not helping either. Looking around just makes me even more sleepy. I shall resign to my seat and stone.

By the way, zapin hip hop naver fails to make u sweat it out. I felt so re-energised and 'high' again. But once i reach home. BAM! i fell flat on the bed. haiz...my life is so sad.

yesterday didn't start off too well, infact, it was one of my worse day, and luck ever. But, things took to a positive turn after I met up with G and 2 of our sec sch friends. So glad to see them all even though earlier on I wasn't so pleased with them. Sorry guys, stress got the better of me.

We went to an...Egyptian? restaurant. Not bad, but if you are will to fork out some cash, then that's the place to go to. We weren't that willing, but since a few of the places we know were all closed, we ended up there. Took quite a few pics, I must say G was rather engrossed with her new cam, taking random pics every so often. haha.. ouh, she gave me sth sweet too, sth I will never forget or even, chuck aside. Don't worry guys, nothing illegal, just some momento..=))

The food made us very thirsty, so thirsty, I felt like we were fasting. Initial plan was to get bubble tea, but after some contemplation and agreement, we decided to get dessert instead. I slurped and slurped the ice kacang I got, but it did not help to quench the thirst. same goes for G who had ice longan.so cute, eat the ice but not the longan..haha-__-...only when I got home did I manage to wipe out the thirst with 2 gulps of water.fuuh..I think Egyptian food have this 'thirst impact' on normal people like us.lol.

Labels: so much disappointment it might cause hatred to exist

The day didn't start off too well today. What with some arguments, me taking one half an hour to walk to the bustop, when usually, it only takes about 10-15 minutes. Haiz. And when I came, there were so many kids and the place was so noisy. THEN, as I was staring into space....NAJIHA AND FARIHAH came!!omg! I can't believe they actually came to my workplace...haha..

Since food is not allowed in the garden, I asked them to have a picnic at the eco lake, they set the things there,and when I came, a few cupcakes were presented on the mat. It reads 'Happy 20th Fattanah'.I was touched.seriously.And we had a mini picnic there, with pigeons around and the wind blowing gently. Took some pics, will put em up if I remember. HAHA. They like the place there, and so do I. Should consider having more of such picnics there:):)

Ps: I'm sorry if I sounded like I wanted it all, but seriously, I didn't, it was just the normal thing I did when I saw you doing that... :S

lets update a bit on what has been going on. Nothing much to tell the truth. ouh ouh ouh!!!!i got myself a new pair of shoes!!!woo!-_______- interesting.

Like how I was emphasizing the in the last entry, the weather has been humid lately and although with the rain, it did not help to lighten the heavy humidness hanging in the air. In just 2 hours, I could drink 3 bottles of water. That's like a lot to me considering I'm not a drinker(wakaka!!drinker ke pe!!) .

Yesterday's shoe shopping with Mirah wasn't that bad, in fact, it was fun! She really could help me out when it comes to boosting the confidence and giving assurances. Not to mention, the great choice of shoe too! Thanx babe! We went to 'naked fish' (is that what it's called?)I don't know, but, the food there is not bad. I was wondering why the fish and chips's so cheap - 4 bucks. When the food came, then I knew. It was literally fish.and chips(fries). No wonder. But the fish is tender and the fries taste just right.=) After eating, we walked around a bit and Mirah smelled her fingers and she said they smelt of fish?fries?something like that, i did the same, but I smelt...rambutan instead!talk about being random.hahaha

see how bored i can get? should get back to my spider solitaire, I'm getting good at maths because of it. I'm starting to like numbers and shapes again..LOL

Labels: maths handicap no more...

swelter(verb)
1. be uncomfortably hot

That is what I have been experiencing lately. it has been sweltering hot lately. Even after a cold shower, I can come out of the toilet, perspiring. Now, tell me, what's the purpose of the bath then?-__-

Today is one fine example, it was so hot, I could see people drenched in perspiration. They say morning sun is good, I guess not for now. It's not dry heat, its humid, which means that it's 'wet' heat. The fan doesn't serve its purpose either. All it does is blow some hot air, making conditions worse..I need to clear the freezer so that I can squeeze in. Haha, sometimes, I do open the freezer door just to let some 'air con' out and cool me down. LOL

Dance yesterday was, unsatisfying. I wasn't satisfied with what I was doing yesterday, i didn't feel the effort, not till when the kerusi people went through the steps again at the end of the practise, THEN, I felt more satisfied. Its lunch time, I should go and eat. Sorry, that was a little random wasn't it..haha..cheers to the human race..LOL

quote of the day :"weirdness is like an illness, it comes and goes according to the mood. It relapses."

There was a lady being harassed in the train just now. It was just like any other normaL boring day, people were dozing off while standing(me), some were being crushed to almost-death(me), some were fidgeting around. And that fidgety man started the big chaos. I thinnk he couldn't keep his hands to himself, and chose the wrong person to prey on. As a result, I heard a loud slap, followed by a lady shouting, "this is not once or twice, but thrice!are you crazy or what?!" Then everyone looked uneasily at the man and woman. Another lady helped to call the smrt people, and another guy pressed the emergency button. The guy reported the incident and the whole mrt could hear what happened.haha.

The train stopped at Buona Vista, at which an smrt officer took the guy as well as the lady away. The guy looked a little weird, I think he's mentally unstable or something.

This incident taught me to always dress appropriately. In this case, the lady was quite voluptous, and she was wearing spaghetti straps.so...haha

ouh, a little on the birthday, thanx to ALL for the wishes as well as treats as well as presents. I like them all, and I love you all..thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:):)

i am just sitting at my desk folding paper cranes...

Labels: a chance shall be given once again..not choosing at all

today is a very amusing day. well, at least for me. ouh, it did not start off well at 1st though. Waited for the bus for 0.25 hrs, and when it came, it went past my bustop. I think the driver couldn't see that I was flagging for the bus maybe cos I was being blocked by the bus infront of me. pause: there's this lady who seems to be waving at me. I don't know her, what should I do?ans:just smile

continue: then when I took the bus, there was this rather big sized man, he was sleeping. His sleeping position is, how should I put it...awkward? besides his great flexibility in moving about, he has this tendency to lean all the way to the right or all the way to the left. the right is the aisle. He could lean all the way till his shoulders almost touched the floor or the aisle. then he will go way extreme to the left and end up on his wife lap.Now, you must remember, when I say big sized man, means he's really large in size.He must have been a gymnast in his younger days.hahaha

Next amusing thing (being observant makes me laugh at other people, never mind, people laugh at me all the time, so why not make it my turn this time?haha) so, there was this school which came to visit the place. One of the teacher has this habit of wiping her hands on her butt. This is especially noticeable when she gives out crackers with her fingers. EVERYTIME she hands out a cracker to a kid, she will wipe her hand on her butt, then hands out one more piece, and wipes it again. I was disgusted,astounded, flabbergasted and again, amused by her actions. maybe, HFMD spreads through this way...who knows..hahahaah

after bad mouthing these people, I need a guilt-riddance exercise. Maybe I will go home and knock my head on the wall a few times, or maybe, I should not eat and just drink water for 3 days 3 nights to cleanse the mouth of bad stuff.ahahah. Most definitely, I would pray to God and ask him to forgive my sins...hmm...

btw..that lady who wipes using her butt, she fell down while giving the crackers cos she tripped on a few kids. poor her, she hurt her knees and elbow...poor her...

OUH, BTW, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BESTIE NAJIHA HANA BTE ZAIMUDDIN!!!! May you be blessed with good health, finances and good relationship with people..=)) I love you G.=D

ok, so i slept. and i dreamt of dance. of all things i have to be reminded of. it already left me and aching back, an even more aching pair of legs and a tired mind. and now it's trying to enter my dreams too!!

It was a humid day and I just had a light lunch and suddenly I felt sleepy. Not wanting to shock visitors into thinking they are asking for information from a dead person, I went in the office to take a nap for 5 mins. That was what I thought it would be. The next thing I know, I was woken up by the loud voice of a ranger. He was changing shifts with another ranger and had gone into the office to take his bag. I woke up to see that I had been sleeping for 15 freaking minutes!it was supposed to be only 5 mins...ai yah.. and the dream was so random, I thought it was real.tsk tsk. Thank god I didn't start dancing in my sleep..hahah

to 2 of my friends whom I may have given the wrong interpretation of my feelings, I am really really sorry. I did that just for the fun of it and I thought it would have been amusing, except, it wasn't. So, I hope you don't take it to heart and, yeah, I won't do it to you guys anymore, maybe to other people.hahahahahaha..kidding, but, yeah...sorry aite...Love you guys..=)

Labels: i like to see people sneeze

the fun of working here is that I get to be alone at times and people leave me alone most of the time. They don't keep hovering over me asking if I got anything to do or spy on what I'm doing. Well, if they do, I don't think I would be sitting comfortably here typing away on my own personal non-work-related blog.haha.

Complication in life occurs cos we think too complex-ly. If we were to just think of it simply, take the simple way out, I think, things would end up with a more simple....outcome? Yeah, easier said than done. But thing is, we are too used to those soap operas which show complicated twists and turns in the story and thus, tend to follow that complicated style of solving problems. What happens if one day, humans just stop thinking so much and just go with their instinct..I wonder what happens then..hmm..

ps: note those coloured words? I realised that I have very limited amount of vocabulary in my brain. And I mean VERY(see, even this very wrd has to be repeated with no thoughts of replacing with a different word-_-) All those memorising of vocab words in secondary school had gone to waste and reading doesn't help much either. My brain has just stopped responding to new words. They just pass by those words and continues searching for familiar words which were only taught till I was in Primary 6. It's sad.