today.....looonng,tiring daeeee..

spent 12 hrs wif my frens,frm 9am(8.30 to be exact) we had skool till 5pm,after which,we had to rush through a project till 9pm..huuh,realli tiring.

got most of my common test marks,although i was surprised i passed them all,i did not do well.in fact,i think this is the first time i did very badly for them.very disappointed in myself..disappointed cos i was slacking and i knew it...disappointed cos seeing the mrks just pull my whole morale down...disappointed cos i alwaes realise i have to work hard ONLY after i do badly...reminds me of my secondary school times when i keep failing chemistry..

nevermind,i think i can do better,just got to be more hardworking and i think i should channel all my energy,attention and time to studying.ok,yes,must strt planning....

advice for the day:''devote urself to things that will have great effect on u in the future.because,once the opprtunity is gone,it will be gone forever,and only one of those very3 lucky people will get a second chance to realize their dreams...''

pheiwww...

bam bam....

i dunnoe wat to type in here,but i want to type something..haha,siao.

ok,i'll strt frm yesterdae(tues)...yesterdae was a very blur dae for me,the night b4,i was looking at the timetable,and it showed that the 1st lec was at 9am.so i thought,''ok,its at 9,so i mit my frens at d bustop at 9,so go out at 8....''
the next dae,i woke up as planned and went out at 8 and STROLLED to the bustop till 8.30,den wen i reached the bustop,suddenly my i thought,''eh,if my lec strt at 9,den,means i must meet my frens at 8.30...means...(i looked at my watch)..I'M LATE!!''wah!i was damn kancheong after dat.wanted to take a taxi,but my mind just decided against it.reached the skool bustop at 9.05 and rushed to lec 24 ard 9.12...wah!den wen i reach,some ppl thought i can't make it to skool cos i VOMIT BLOOD.dunnoe where they get that idea frm..

den,after skool,we had to do prjt,so while doing,darran asked nurul,''nurul,u got sweet?''den nurul said,''oh yah,i got, forgot to gif u guys'' and she took out a pack of mentos.since she offered it to everyone including me,and i was trying to stop my coughing,i took one,den,i observed everyone was chewing away,when i was the only one sucking the sweet,so i started to chew too,but the more i chew,the more chewy it got,so i asked,''eh,y the mentos so chewy one ah?like chewing gum like dat'' den,the next ting i noe,everyone was shouting at me.it turned out that the mentos is actualli mentos chewing gum....thanxxx ahhh...

today,klass ended at 11,but had prjt till 5,after which i had to mit 2 frens for some purpose...tmr,hopefully,jap class would be fun,just looking at the book gives me a headache..lol

my cough is getting bad,and now,i try to supress as much cough as possible so that my mom would stop giving me weird ideas on how to stop it.but my fault,cos i ate oily food,and ice-cream...hehehehh..

advice for the day:''compromise.learn to give and take,only when u give and take will there be lesser disagreements and u may even end up in a win-win situation''....=D

ok..haven't been updating for quite some time,the last time was...hmm....

school has started again and todae happens to be a short day,weee!! but am still tired cos i had projects to do and some of them are very stressing.although trying not to show it,i think one dae,ill just get so stressed up, i'll be pulling hair out of my head. By then,i dun think i will be sane anymore...sad rite...=p

i wanna watch a movie!i just feel like eating sweet and salty popcorn and watch a movie..haiz..movie movie movie....=)

sometimes,u should noe when's the time to play,and wen's the time to work.When u tease people,u also have to look at the situation and dun go overboard.cos,as funny as it may seem at first, if u keep teasing people, they'll get tired of it and eventually,be fed up with you,therefore,you also have to see the person,if u tease them and they do not react the way they normally do,you should get the hint and just let it go.cos not everbody has the same personality like you.u may think its ok to tease,but other people may not be able to take it or handle it the way you do...

for me,if i dun like people teasing me,i'll just keep quiet and not smile or laugh.In short,i'd ignore the person until he or she has something else to say.so...i dunnoe what else,just get the hint lah.thank you. lol..

ok then,i think i should go and do some work before they start loading up on me.so.......CHIAOZZZ!!!!=))

hehee,yesterdae was a very nice LOOONNNGG day.ok,not too nice, but almost there...
morning,had work till 2,no manager there,and the place wasn't really crowdy,so it was kinda relaxing.Then,after work,i kinda rushed to skool for a project meeting,on the way there,i was like sleeping on and off in the bus,and this man who sat next to me did the same,so,it was a very sleepy atmosphere,and as usual i managed to wake up JUST IN TIME to alight.hehehe..

After the project meeting with those gila bunch of peeps, i went out wif,*ehem ehem*...haha,it najiha lah!lol!woo!she's getting prettier wif those straight hair!wooot!*faints*...went to far east plaza,heeren,walked abit,bought some stuff,and ate old chang kee.since we met up quite late,ard 7pm,we din get to walk much,so,i think the next time we meet,its gotta be longer than that bebeh!LOL...

today,after project meeting,went to town AGAIN,and as usual i got bullied again with jojo and darran's combined forces.i mean,2 against 1,ok2,nurul did help abit,but in the end,she also got bullied,so,it all comes back to one thing,never retaliate!

ok den,kinda tired,think i go and do some project work(bleaugh)....tata...

advice for the day:''if u are worried about ur relationship with ur friend/s,tell them about it,they may say things,that may be of great comfort and make u lose that doubt about them in u ...''

GOSH!i hate this!my nose is blocked cos of the flu that i've got now and its killing me!(literally speaking!).i cannot breathe and its weird to see a person breathing loudly through the mouth right?but that is exactly what i'm doing,or rather,what i have to do in order to live and get some OXYGEN into that lungs of mine cos the passageway frm my nose is just totally hopeless! there!finally i let out all that!huuh!

aniwae,went to town yesterdae with the 3 crazy girls,tina ama and fana.long time since i've been there and i liked it!...hehe..ANIWAE, we were supposed to watch a movie,but last minute they had dikir,so we just went there to walk, err,ok,delete we only walked to the bustop,the rest tof the time we were at mac doing god-knows-wat.lol...ouh btw,fana can do stitches now!prove?weeell....she just stitched an invisible-looking thread to her eyebrow!woooo!!hahaha=p

went back to skool after that,accompanied them for dikir practice for awhile,then went to drama production's meeting.hmm,long meeting i must sae,but very elaborate details explained which is good...got home quite late after that hope it doesn't happen too often,or else i'll get sick again..lol...
ok,datz all for now,chiaooz!!=D

advice for the day:''group.IT really means a group.if one cannot make it,compromise.but u must take into consideration the feelings of all those involved,cos once ur left out or u leave ppl out,there is gonna be HURT...real pain...''

The tarian comp was ok yesterdae.Although we din win anything,but the experience gained has taught me lots of things,not only about the comp,but in life too.how to handle pressures,the importance of sportsmanship...

and this morning,i think ard 2am,i had fever,frm 38.6,to 39 then drop to 38.5 before rising again to 39.1(i noe,i was measuring the temp,like,regularlyyy,haha!). aniwae,i hope im better by tmr,cos i got a prjt meeting to go to...haiz..

ok then,can't update much,not feeling too good rite now.till next time,chiaoz!!=))

advice for the day:'....................dunnoe what to advice already..........lol...............'

must u leave?
must u leave wat u liked to do?
i noe u might do it again in the future,but now there's an opportunity,why quit halfway?
haiz..no one to teach me and laugh at my craps anymore..
haiz...no one to laugh with and talk to when i come early..
haiz...no one to accompany me to any of those events and performances..
no more of makeup together..
haiz.....

yea,it might be someone's first and last time and i noe i'm gonna miss hanging out with the person,once she's not there anymore.
i guess,its ur choice and it's for ur own benefit...
anyway,im sure ur priority is studies,like mine too,but onli ur more persevered towards ur studies rather than ur interest.nvm,atleast we still will hang out with the same grp of ppl.
just hope that we go for the same interest in the choice of course that we take in yr 3 much later next yr...and,good luck in whatever u do!=)

hmm...2 more days to THE day..huuhh...kinda nervous,but anticipating it all at the same time.

the practice we had just now was kinda good.Illya recorded it on her digi cam.We actually do look good!...err,minus the mistakes though...

went to watch movie with my sis,i treated her with a $50 note.i'll tell u what's so special about this 50 bucks note...

previously,i kept 30 bucks inside this old piggy bank of mine,and today,when i opened it to take out 10 bucks,guess wat?... I FOUND A $50 DOLLAR NOTE INSIDE!! plus the $30 i kept the day before..man,was i surprised!!!so happi,im feeling rich right now!=)

ok back to the movie..it was an unexpected meeting,cos i was planning to go home,but then my sis called,so i asked her out.watched RV..cool,there were funny bits,and..it was funny,but not the laugh-till-u-cry kind of funny.it was just..funny-funny..yea..

kinda bored rite now,think im gonna jump around the house and maeb scare my elder sis when she gets home,which is soon,then i'll just get a smack on the face from her..hmm,that'll be fun.hur hur..ok then,see u guys soon!chiaoz!!=))

advice for the day:'family.friends.learn to appreciate them,u dun notice it,but they have always been there for u..'=)

wello wello wello!! how is everybody today?good i hope! heheh,this is one of the rare times I'm in a super giler mood,maeb,crazy enough to jump off a building,but TOO BAD,i wouldn't do it just because of this crazy mood of mine.HAHAH

got the tarian song,FINALLY! now,i can practise at home,good,good..

since im feeling kinda crazy and a little crappy plus my hand hurts a little,i think maybe,i'll just go around the house looking for something fun to do.hmmm..wat should i do?i dunnoe,but watever it is,im gonna keep myself away from my mom,as usual,cos everytime she sees me,it's like all the work she has,is being passed to me.like,'ah fattanah,i told u to do ____ right?' wen actually,i was in my room from the time i woke up and she din even come close to me lah.ok,ok,wateverrr...

ouh no!!!i gotta buy a shoe for wooorrrkkk!!haiiz,lost it there,i dunnoe how it got lost,and when i went for work,i was like searching on my hands and knees(YES!LITERALLY!) for the shoes,i even tried to move this big refrigerator,before i realised its stuck to the wall..haha! and when i wanted to dig underneath it(with an umbrella,which happens to be there),this friend of mine was giving me that disgusted look on her facce.ok,i guess,no shoe searching for me then.which means..yea..SHOE SHOPPINGGG!!hahahaahah...

ok2,this is enuff for a crazy person who is crazy enuff to be crazy on a crazy tuesdae morning.so,im going to behave myself like any good girl,and i will sign off now.byeeeeee!!!!!!=P

Finally. Tests all done, stress all gone...well,atleast for now.
Principles of Marketing closed off all the tests I had for the week.The feeling of rejoice burnt through me when they said,"pens down!"haha!

With the exams over and some load have been removed frm me, i have less to worry about.Now,my next worry, tarian..hmm..hope i can do it...eh,wat r u talking about?of course u can do it!=)(that,is not me,it was an unknown soul comforting me)

I wanna watch movie!!!i so so so so wanna watch a movie!
but i dunnoe if i'm free or not.
i wanna go shopping!i so so so so wanna go shopping!
but i dunnoe if i have the money or not.
I wanna go cycling! i so so so so wanna go cycling!
but i dunnoe if i have the company to go with or not.
haiz,see, its difficult to be willing to do something,but are nt able to do it. Never mind,by the end of the hols,im sure i will get someone to go with me and also find the time to go,AND also work extra hard to get the moneeyy.!haha...

advice for the day:'keep some,save some,money dun grow on trees,but dun be too thirfty with them,u'll still end up losing them in the future'=)

hehe...

my sis,took out her braces frm her teeth(duh) today..hahah,she looks so..weird,so,empty..but nice set of teeth i shld sae *jealous*..hehe

tests are not going the way i had planned it to go.I mean the way i studied for them,it was way too...slacking,i think im gonna do my first retest ever.Especially econs..haiizzz...

im blogging more when im busy than when im not,hmm,why is this so?cos when im busy,i tend to think more,think about the past,present,future,what happened,who was involved,where are the people im thinking of,how innocent i was in the past,bla bla bla...

I think i need to buck up.buck up.buck up...


saying for the day:" love sacrifices ur time,drains out ur energy,steals u away frm the real world...so,y love?cos,love is unavoidable,and is heavenly once experienced..."

after madrasah klass today,i have decided to go to these places:

---->tasik karun-they sae there used to be a palace there with lots of treasures,and the waters are so clear u can see the treasures beneath,but,if u were to dive with the intention of bringing back some of the treasures,u wun come back up to land...hmmm..and the place is known to be very beautiful,too bad its in mesir...

---->see firaun-they sae that he was such a bad man that even the earth could not accept his body when he died,till now,he's still as himslef wen he died,like thousands of yrs ago??yea,and they sae his corpse is veryy long,cos he's supposedly to be very tall...i wanna see...

---->Taman Raudhah-its in masjidil nabawi.they sae its very beautiful...i wanna see it...

hmm..today in madrasah we were on the topic of heaven and hell.What's in heaven and hell,who takes care of them,the different punishments and blessings u get and stuff..loved every minute of the klass,veri interesting,and shows how great God is...
i wanna go to heaven when i die,but...who doesn't??

i think that God is fair..duh...everyone has a chance to choose their way of life.it could be good,or the bad way,but again,its up to u to choose.yes,he may haf already planned out ur life for u,what happens to u and what happens towards the end and after ur life,but there is alwaes a chance where u can change what has been planned for u...

i dunnoe if what ive just typped made any sense or not,but for me,it got me thinking about what ive done in my life,and..if what i have been doing is a waste of time or more beneficial to me...
hmm...


advice for the day:'sit down.relax.think about ur life,what u have done all this while...r u just a nuisance?or haf u done alot to help both urself and other people?improve urself in whatever way u can,ask for feedback frm other people,but dun be too self-absorbed and too consumed in self-improvisation that u forget about others and annoy them instead....'

haha,i advice and try to apply it to myself,sorry if u still dun see any changes in me or i've changed to become a worse person instead,im trying my best....=)

ouh yes,for those who think that im too sarcastic or loyar,sorri,im a very boring person and can't offer much,if im not like dat,all i can sae is,u haf to find topics in order for a conversation to go on between us ...haha,but ill be less sarcastic and more nicer ok?=D

im stressed.
guess wat?
the common tests have not started yeeeett!!!!
hahaahh!i'm mad,oh yes I am!!
gosh!i'm mad!

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Ok,just hope that I can do wat Im supposed to do,pass my AAA,and economics and EC and...the rest that I have to pass lah,DEFINITELY not looking forward to next week,but at the same time,im soo looking forward to next week cos then,alittle of the stress would haf gone away.
even during the breaks there are projects to complete and dance steps to perfect.hmmm..hope i don't just drop dead,i wanna see me 20 yrs later with all those wrinkles on my face first.L-O-L
haha,bye for now,stress now and hope to enjoy atleast a little ,later..=l

advice for the day"plan ur work,when u plan,u can see what u have to do and u'll realise that there isn't so much after all,plan on PAPER not in ur mind,cos they'll onli make u stressed if u plan things in mind.Even Issac Newton needed to write down his theories,he didn't just keep it in that head of his.."....................get it?if not,ring me up and ask me..lol again..=l